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I keep having Nightmares

The last couple of days I have been having some pretty weird nightmares. I haven't dreamed ANY dreams in a really long time, so to be suddenly dreaming about these things out of no where...i trust that it is because I should be aware of something. I always trust my gut. I always trust signs...i trust that angels exist...and i trust when i see same digits..ex. 11:11 or 10:10 or my store receipt is $7.77....But, lately i've changed my routine..for some reason..
My dreams have basically been a metaphor for the state my unconscious mind has been in. Although i've been really happy lately..it basically is telling me there are people around me that are fake and that are going to be the cause..or loss for that matter in a large investment that's going to happen. A couple days ago I had a dream about a cut on my ankle that kept getting worse and worse every time someone would say "what happened to your ankle?" and then I had a dream that someone was shooting at me and everyone around me, and I convinced the person shooting to not shoot me. But, everyone else got shot. Then last night I had a dream that i was staring at a fireplace in a living room and there was no fire but there were evil spirits around and the lights kept flashing off and when i would say out loud "i have angels" the spirits went away and the lights came back on.
I dont know exactly what I am supposed to be doing because of these dreams...but this is what the meaning supposedly is...

The first dream about the cut ankle says this:
"To dream that you have a cut, suggests that you are being let down or being undermined. Alternatively, it refers to feminine sexuality and feminine attitudes toward sex. In particular, if the cuts are on your legs, then it symbolizes an imbalance. You are unable to stand up for yourself."
2nd meaning to this dream...
Dreams in which you cut yourself or see cuts bear a very complex significance. They may refer to something that is wrong, unnecessary or not wanted in your waking life which you have to remove before achieving an emotional balance.

Then the dream about someone shooting me says this:
Someone who has a gun meas someone who has some power.
Shooting means sending messages not usually good news.
If it is you that’s being shot, you may feel that, in waking life, you are being victimised in some way.

I've been laying low lately...watching everything around me..because I am one to let something huge go over my head before I finally see what it is...but by then it's too late. All of these dreams are making me aware of people around me. What does this all mean? I guess I have to just be careful..Lets just say I have a lot of "new friends" around me.

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CC

Productive High

I need to figure out a way to convince myself that I am being productive even when im not physically being productive...Because money never sleeps...bullshit never stops, and most people never change...i have to be productive 24/7...but when i sleep and I wake up..i convince myself that those precious hours I took to renew my body are a waste..that I could have been doing something during those 8 or 9 hours. I guess then it catches up to you..the non sleep thing...and then you crash..and you cant or don't feel like doing ANYTHING for like a week. Ive been in somewhat vacation mode for the past week...week and a half..ive been a spoiled little princess...clothes, shoes, watches, parties, great friends, amazing food. It's like all my hard work paid off this last week..Which is why i keep trying to convince myself that my productivity is the reason all this is happening. I know my closest friends see it, because I share everything with them..so i guess its okay to ask them every once in a while "am i being productive" and "tell me how i am". Thanks friends. I love you.

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CC

clearly Fd up

I dont know...i think me and my closest friends are blessed. Blessed to be in such a small town with so many little people. Or Blessed to be in such a big town with such small people. Whatever. either way, i'm pretty sure we'd make it out okay... we have so many blessings and appreciate each and everyone.. come join me in my journey.

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CC

Event this Saturday at Industry!

So Friday Night was soooo amazing!! Thanks for everyone that came..it was one of the best nights i've had in LA..If you missed it, you can come to the next event this Saturday 10.16.10 at Industry!!

Come to MyHouse tonight!!

Start with straight shots and then pop bottles.... come out and party with me tonight at Club MyHouse in Hollywood to celebrate www.missccfontana.com !!!!!!!!!!

i told you

I told you I didn't want to fall in love. In face I warned you against it. I told you my heart was still healing, and you decided to try and rip the scabs off and expose the fresh wound. I told you if you come near falling in love, I will walk away faster than you can get those 3 words out of your mouth. You don't love me, you think you do..Im addicting...but so is cigarettes. Grab one...itll last a short time..but chances are you'll be able to get another one...and I think dealing with me, you'll probably end up living longer with the cigarette choice too...Just sayn'

Hosting MYHOUSE Friday Oct 8!

Hey guys!! Come celebrate the launching of my website www.missccfontana.com Friday Oct. 8!!!

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Hosting MYHOUSE this Friday

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